Let Go.....

I want it back
The capability to forgive,
Forget,
And move on...


I used to be strong,
Able enough, to let go...
But today, I am weak, in my heart,
And so I can’t fight loss...
It hurts so much,
To have met people,
Who make me feel used,
And leave nothing for me to live by...



Those people that come,
And go; as if I were a train station...
Those, that don’t realize what they do,
To my fragile soul...
They say, "We know you"...
They say, "We care about you"...
Lies! coz, no sooner will they say goodbye,
And put all blame on me...


So,
I want it back,
The capability to STILL "be there when I am needed",
And let go all the rancor, the frustration, the anger...
And forgive, forget, and move on...



Oh! yes, I want it back,
My strength; my coldness..
My cares, laced with seeming un-involvement,
I want to hide my honest love,
Want my disguise back,
Want that layer of thick skin back...


BACK!


Just so that I could forgive,
Forget,
And move on....