I found these lines on another blog, liked them, and in turn they inspired me to write a few lines, which .. just flowed and i dint know how......
"I know I’ve hurt you to the deepest core
I deserve your ignorance
...but
...I need you I need your love around me
...
Remember you used to say
You’ll steal me away from me
When I’m no more mine I’m all yours
Alone to suffer you are leaving me
You carried our relation so far
You’ve always been there one who cared
....."
It is an excerpt from the actual post which you can find here..
http://www.toshakishayari.com/409
When I’m no more mine I’m all yours....
With a zillion letters
Scattered around me,
Like a child's playground of toys,
I look at our scattered memories,
Glaring up at me, with innocent eyes
Accusing me of my insensitivity...
I forgot, in a single day of loneliness,
The intimacy and intricacy of our relation.
I forgot my only promise to life,
And left all the trust at gunpoint.
...and now,
I’m faced with mirthless laughter,
From all over my insides.
As I stand here, with fistfuls of piercing ice,
And work to undo my wrongdoings,
I realize, it’s my Mind,
To which, I’ve allowed great selfishness...
Which, I've allowed to remain its own,
In-spite of my Self...my Soul....
That doesn't seem to belong to me...in its entirety...
I belong to you,
I'm your possession,
For you to keep as your own...
I read books that connect me to you,
I sing songs that maybe I could sing to you
I do things that maybe you’d like me to do...
And take decisions that I think you'd take if I were you...
I am Yours, Yours to treat the way you like...
For just at the moment,
When I won’t remain mine anymore,
I would submit my Self to God,
And would hope that YOU take it,
In its entirety, ahead from there.
...Take ME ahead from there....
My hands aren't clammy anymore,
The lines aren't dark anymore,
Like they used to be, at 'that' time..........
But, I know yours are...
Because ‘we’ are just meant to be,
The way we are...
So please don’t leave me,
Forgive me once,
And see...
Give me this chance,
And I'd do everything, for you and me...
Forgive me...
