One...

I am high . . .

We hadn't thought of this moment,

our bodies intertwined

our expressions deep in some reverie...

our breaths, like warm feathers on each other's bodies...

We move, in unison,

Our hearts beat in unison,

We hadn't thought,

Of this sacred moment...

There is nothing more important than you,

Nothing more precious than your embrace,

This wonderful music melts into my ears,

As we let all of ourselves,

Pour into this one moment...

I cannot think, my mind has stopped...

But I'm afraid I might skip a beat,

And lose even the millionth second

Of holding you in my thoughts...

You hold me so gently,

As if I were a delicate flower,

And yet, our lips burn with desire,

Our bodies seem to be on fire...

I cannot explain this feeling of oneness,

In words that have so many limitations...

How could you be so perfect,

That i simply forget all inhibitions...

I have a blessing wrapped in my arms,

I could let go, but I know you wouldn't...

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Tonight,

I am high...on you ....

Addicted....

dont die... not as yet.. stay, just some more time.... some more time with me... let me savor the aroma... which you leave behind, even when you are gone...

just stay.. some more time.. you beautiful miracle of nature...

Hard

How hard can it be to be hard?
to break off from those strings
and fly away, alebit alone....


How hard can it be to laugh away frivolously?
when all you want to do is to say those three words,
and give a tight hug, albeit while breaking a bone...


How hard can it be to be detached?
from one, who bound himself around you once,
and protected you from being "hurt prone" ...


How hard can it get to stem the emotions,
and let frivoltiy take their place,
all so that you protect yourself from ever feeling forlorn....


Let me measure now, Just HOW hard can it be.......to....

------------An Un-poetic Saga of Life-------------

Riding down memory lane,

-the thrilling roller coaster ride!

Fighting to stay aboard,

Yet secure in my heart, i'd never fall...

I find all my life's 'moments' strewn around,

On those unbeleivably beautiful lanes...

I play with those zillion moments of joy,

And the sad ones that peep at every turn...

With all the dead leaves i pick up,

with all the thorns that pierce my skin,

The pain becomes sweet with learning,

And i realize how pain and joy were so akin...

With all the fragrant flowers i touch,

and all the shining rays i embrace,

The ecstacy multiplies,

And shines over this beautiful life i'm bestowed with,

with God's grace. . .

........

And so, i ride on ...

Happily, on my unending memory lane...

Till ...

The dream ends.

I wake up feeling new and fresh,

Like a new life is in front of me,

In which 'smiles'

are the only residents....

:)

Out of Sight Out of Mind...

I have been thinking,
For quite a while now,
How strong you were,
How stronger you may have grown now...


You met like a lil quirk of fate,
And we talked on, since then.
I wonder if you ever saw the tumultous wave coming,
That showed no pity for our friendship even...


Yes, you did. Now i realize...
You knew ALL that was imminent.
But, you were strong, now i know,
For you never let the doubts make a dent....


You kept me happy with you,
As long as you could,
But then it wasnt meant to be...
And so the wave finally came and pushed us apart
and just fell short of swallowing up and killing me.....



Now, those lil imprints our relation left on me,
The music, the food and everything in between,
Sometimes come by to say 'Hi' to me..
and i smile in utter happiness of the good times that used to be....



I could be 'myself' with you my friend,
and thats what drew me to you.
But i guess it was too less for you, and not good enough,
For i can see you now want nothing between us to remain due.....


I loved you, i cared for you, you were my best friend.
U grew on me, and are still there..
But "out of sight, out of mind" works for you
and im happy im not there to interfere....

For all the wrong reasons

She spends her nights,
Puffing away on her cigarette,
Vision clouded with the wetness of sorrow,
Sorrow, she carries in her heart.. for all the wrong reasons...


She gets out of bed every morning,
And stares down at those feet,
That carried her where she is now,
This far, at a crossroad, lost.. for all the wrong reasons...


That sweet looking face,
Hidden partially with locks falling over her eyes,
Her smile vanishing every now and then,
For she stands to fight within herself, for the rest of her life.. for all the wrong reasons....


She spends her afternoon, thinking,
...” tonight’s gonna be a good night”
She spends her happier days, fearing,
...”oh, seems a bad evening is in the offing”...


Vulnerable, to the ‘miracle’ called Love,
‘Miracle’ it is for sure,
For it made her loose her Self...
Made her loose her way, for all the wrong reasons.....

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Love, that she found, may be true,
But how could it snatch the composure, the strength,
Out of her mind,
And bring her close to wishing she were dead...?



Love, is a strength in itself,
It confers greater abilities in us,
Just that, she can’t blame anyone, gotta blame herself,
For messing with her own mind while treading on those roads of life.....
And let her feet carry her to that crossroad, for all the wrong reasons.......

Let Go.....

I want it back
The capability to forgive,
Forget,
And move on...


I used to be strong,
Able enough, to let go...
But today, I am weak, in my heart,
And so I can’t fight loss...
It hurts so much,
To have met people,
Who make me feel used,
And leave nothing for me to live by...



Those people that come,
And go; as if I were a train station...
Those, that don’t realize what they do,
To my fragile soul...
They say, "We know you"...
They say, "We care about you"...
Lies! coz, no sooner will they say goodbye,
And put all blame on me...


So,
I want it back,
The capability to STILL "be there when I am needed",
And let go all the rancor, the frustration, the anger...
And forgive, forget, and move on...



Oh! yes, I want it back,
My strength; my coldness..
My cares, laced with seeming un-involvement,
I want to hide my honest love,
Want my disguise back,
Want that layer of thick skin back...


BACK!


Just so that I could forgive,
Forget,
And move on....

Random Thoughts..

Society prepares the crime: The criminal commits it

Society perpetuates hatered: Its innocent children practice it

Society breeds crass commercialization: The unsuspecting educated fall prey to it

Society creates divisions: The terrorist uses it

Society makes money The God: The youth madly worship it

Society furthers egoism: The hardworker gets taken with and up by it


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Society creates a vortex of norms: The sober, simple soul is smothered by it.....and 4gets to love...........and 4gets to think.....

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DAMN THE SOCIETY!!!

Let society build its wall of norms:

The foolhardy shall bang his head against the wall

The farsighted shall break through it!!!